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[freefall8805]

why do i care? why does it matter?
how does it affect me? i wish i knew...
another night goes by,
is homecomming really so far away? is it me?
no, maybe it isnt. i am justified because i care.
can music ease the unrest?
no. no it cannot.
shake it off, it cant last for long.
its just a phase he says
dont worry, ill be fine
who is worry? can i bend any farther?
before i snap, let the pieces fall
sit alone, think, lay down, cant be all
that big of a deal, no, you misunderstood
all i want is reassurance
live life to the fullest
sure, but promise one thing
youll stay who you are
rebellion killed the cat
but satisfaction couldnt bring her back.
dont try to change, dont try to be cool.
dont talk about it, leave it untill you see her.
yet another night. fault belongs to me.
no, never mind. it cant. what did i do?
goodnight. i leave to enter my dreams and thoughts
maybe this will all make sense in my subconcious.

night.