Mar 17, 2007 23:16
I'm enraged right now. Today was Maddie's bat mitzvah. Everyone had a good time. I went to the service in the morning and almost fell asleep. Everyone around me kept talking, though. Then we ate Kiddush in the other room by the temple gift shop (yes, they have a gift shop) and I sat with Addy, Annie, Steph, Alex, and Josh. We talked about life. Well, we talked about where we were going on vacation ("I'm going to Kenya!!!" -Annie) and how psyched Alex was about his Australia trip. After awhile, we left and Addy drove me home.
And then at 7, we went to the party. It was pretty much about four hours of non-stop dancing. Addy and I were among the first kids there and we waited (not long) for Annie and others to arrive. When Annie got there, she informed me that no, A he was not going to come because he said that not many of his close friends were there. I started shouting and steam erupted from my ears. Throughout the night, it was pretty on and off between me having a great time and being really, really mad at him not coming. Then, when everyone started slow dancing, I had to be paired with a very reluctant Hayden. We're really good friends and everything but he is such a wimp, along with all the other guys there. So I was just trading mournful looks with Addy who was dancing with Ben Myer (which might not have been so bad, he's hilarious) and after about five minutes, the song changed to something much more upbeat and all the tension that seemed to hang in the air seemed to cede. The entire time we were dancing, all I could think about was why I was dancing with Hayden, not the person I am currently infuriated at. I think the real reason he didn't come is that he was afraid everyone would see his new haircut. Annie's sister Sarah came home today and cut his hair and when I talked to Annie on the phone, I promised I wouldn't laugh tonight no matter hideous it looked. Now, I'm just contemplating what to do to him Monday. I don't even know why it's such a big deal he didn't come, I just don't know why he'd be so afraid for everyone to see his haircut. Everyone's going to see him at school Monday, and we won't care how he looks. Well, most of us won't. Okay, Annie and I won't. When Mom came and picked me up, the car parked next to ours was Annie's. Alex was sitting in the passenger's seat and I didn't see him until Mom pointed him out and we already drove away. I didn't even see him very clearly, so I couldn't judge how his hair looked.
A;LWJKIE;KLNVFDAS;LFKJSAL;KJF.
Why is he such a wuss sometimes.
In other news, I go to Colorado for spring break on a ski trip with Eric and Yvette's family. We're driving there Sunday the 25th. And Annie doesn't know whether to like Ben Lockwood from her church or J.R. but I think J.R. is totally crazy about her. I don't see how she's neglected to notice it this entire time. I think it's gross. Speaking of gross, I couldn't believe Anne and Tash. They're really cute and hilarious because they're so different yet so alike, but it's disgusting sometimes. I'm not even going to mention what happened.
I've realized that I don't get sad. I just get really, really mad at something. Like, if someone ran over Callie, I'd go and kill that truck driver. When I see all the starving children in Africa, I get mad at the U.S. for having tons of money and using it on useless things.
*plans detailed speech explaining in-depth aspects of every emotion of anger felt tonight*