*i'm going through changes yet again*
i'm going through changes. i can feel it. and fuck you, no, not anatomicla changes, but changes in priorities and maturity. theres people that i was talking to like 2 weeks ago that now i wish i could just cut them from my life. like a new wardrobe i wish i could just eliminate them from my life! lol as harsh as that sounds, my wardrobe for people is getting quite trite and it needs a giant enima. but... b/c i'm one to care about people's feelings -within fair reason- i cant just simply do this in accordance to the laws of natalia. someone reading this might be one of my "i wish you were gone people". lol. though i'm sure that pretty much everyone who reads my lj is a great friend of mine, of whom doth not need to partake in the enima.
people's problems, to me, are just too petty and quite stupid. they are so concered with the material world. and i mean how could you not be when material is our very being accroding to maslow's theory, but thats not the point. the point is, i thought i made an impact on these people with my opinions and my customs and my examples. but they just find even DUMMER PEOPLE to hang out with. its absolutely ridiculous. hats why i'm glad i have _____, ______, _______, _______, ________, _________, ________, and many more. i want to get rid of, hehehe lets make this interesting...
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_ _ _ _ _ _.... there's many more. if your name fits the 4 spaced ones... you can either worry, or not b/c many names are just 4, or 4 when shortened. thats why i want to graduate allready. i just want to surround myself with the people i care about, not the people i fucking talk to with just insignificant palaver. i loathe it. its just not suitable, and its no what i would like to do. in truth, i am a loner. i know it seems like a stretch considering i talk to EVERYONE, but its true, i live within the confines of my mind. i love to think. i'm pretty good at, in my opinion.well take care of yourselves, goodbye I <3 U
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