Just a little rant.
First off : If you have a problem with any of this, you can pretty much keep it to yourself. Mmkthnx.
I am posting under this journal because it affects a lot of people who read it. Well, the situation, not neccessarily my commentary, but still. So, if you're not a BB person, you can pretty much quit reading now, IM me, and tell me you love me. :) I need the love!!
I'm so sad. I missed Chani a lot. So it's depressing to open this lj (by request, I might add), check my friends list, and find out that she's not my Chani anymore. Why do I say this? My friend Chani never EVER acted so thoughtless or careless where other people's feelings are concerned. That's not to say she doesn't have every right in the world to break up with Evan. Or, that she doesn't have the right to post about it in her journal. Or the right to be happy - which she seems to be, thank God. But what I suppose a lot of you didn't have was a very broken boy trying to understand what happened, in tears, who doesn't want to hear the words he needs to hear. Because Chani's so blasè, he can't really wrap his mind around the fact that she's gone. She can't mean it. She can't not love him.
It just hurts me to the core that any of you think it's all right to choose up sides. Again. Still. I remember a few years ago - sure, we had our problems, but I thought we were rather good friends, for a bunch of 40 year old balding men in love with Melanie Rawn books. (*wink* Kudos to your mom, Ara.) I've never been one to deal with things in an especially tactful manner. IE - The Sean fiasco. But here's what I want you all to hear. Or read, rather.
How can we profess to want to be friends, and take up sides against one another? You all jump so readily to Chani's side. No one is right or wrong. No one. So it's not fair. You're not only hurting Evan, you're hurting yourselves. And that makes me sad. I know I'm being rather hypocritical - when's the last time most of you got an IM from me? I can say I've been busy, I can say I just don't think about it...but those aren't excuses. I feel bad for neglecting you. I don't want you to feel bad for neglecting both sides of a situation. *sigh*
I love you, Chani. :( I missed you while you were gone. I did. I hope to talk to you soon.
I am posting under this journal because it affects a lot of people who read it. Well, the situation, not neccessarily my commentary, but still. So, if you're not a BB person, you can pretty much quit reading now, IM me, and tell me you love me. :) I need the love!!
I'm so sad. I missed Chani a lot. So it's depressing to open this lj (by request, I might add), check my friends list, and find out that she's not my Chani anymore. Why do I say this? My friend Chani never EVER acted so thoughtless or careless where other people's feelings are concerned. That's not to say she doesn't have every right in the world to break up with Evan. Or, that she doesn't have the right to post about it in her journal. Or the right to be happy - which she seems to be, thank God. But what I suppose a lot of you didn't have was a very broken boy trying to understand what happened, in tears, who doesn't want to hear the words he needs to hear. Because Chani's so blasè, he can't really wrap his mind around the fact that she's gone. She can't mean it. She can't not love him.
It just hurts me to the core that any of you think it's all right to choose up sides. Again. Still. I remember a few years ago - sure, we had our problems, but I thought we were rather good friends, for a bunch of 40 year old balding men in love with Melanie Rawn books. (*wink* Kudos to your mom, Ara.) I've never been one to deal with things in an especially tactful manner. IE - The Sean fiasco. But here's what I want you all to hear. Or read, rather.
How can we profess to want to be friends, and take up sides against one another? You all jump so readily to Chani's side. No one is right or wrong. No one. So it's not fair. You're not only hurting Evan, you're hurting yourselves. And that makes me sad. I know I'm being rather hypocritical - when's the last time most of you got an IM from me? I can say I've been busy, I can say I just don't think about it...but those aren't excuses. I feel bad for neglecting you. I don't want you to feel bad for neglecting both sides of a situation. *sigh*
I love you, Chani. :( I missed you while you were gone. I did. I hope to talk to you soon.