in my dream again...
Last night between laundry at 3 am due to bed wetting (my daughter’s) and my own insomnia; I had a dream.
You were in it. I could finally see you. I don’t know if I understood why you were there but I do know it was the right time and place. In this dream I was getting married to a man who is married to one of my friends. After spending my honeymoon in a tent I emerged in a beautiful simple wedding dress. I know the dress is not important but it sure was nice. I left the tent and put red hand sanitizer on my hands. I lifted my dress to go inside and ended up with red everywhere but I didn't really care. I kinda walked around feeling numb. Not at all like someone who just awoke from their honeymoon night. I grabbed a smoke and went back outside.
I started walking around thinking and then out of the corner of my eye I see you walking towards me. We talked briefly about how I ruin eveything of hers...I'm assuming its because I married her husband. You tell me you are jealous of my new life and just not ready to talk to me yet. With your signature kiss on my forehead you leave me to my married life and my smoke…
After a few steps you turn back around and inform me that smoking isn’t good for me. I smile, take another drag and head back to my sleeping husband.
Just a dream.