Oct 26, 2004 12:18
hey guys. i understand that a past post i wrote upset the people they were wrote about. for that i am truly sorry. i was frustrated with those 2 people at the time and needed somewhere to vent before i exploded. this was the first place. i am saddened that the truth has hurt these people so much and that i am the person who exposed it. i also understand that this site was not the best place to write that about people. i need to know that they forgive me.. but forgivness is a hard thing to give. so don't forgive me for my actions, just start talking to me again! you're friendships mean the world to me. (you're the only people i have in english! lol.. jp.. u mean everything to me even outside of english.) i just wanna know that i can still talk to them, that they will treat me like a human again... to know that i can talk to them and they won't get mad. i wanna let one of them know that the reason i didn't confess to her face is because it's impossible to tell her ANYTHING to her face without causing the third world war. i also wanna let her know that she DOES have friends that care about her. i care about her even tho i did what i did. i wasn't thinking strait. she sould understand. she even told me that when she's frustrated or sad, she doesn't think strait, so i guess you'd understand. if you ever read this, respond or call me! i need to talk to you!
:'( (*tear*)