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Right. This is an after alcohol post. I'm not drunk. I'm just at the point of clarity.
Effie - I told you tonight a lot of stuff that I didn't think I could open up and admit to you. You know what you mean to me, because you don't read this, what is the point of continuing
Mark - Don't leave me. I love you. You mean too much to me.
Carly - The latest addition to the special friend list. My special friend list isn't very long and it isn't very easy to get onto. You are an incredible person. You are intense. I could spend countless hours with you. You are fantasmic. I love you like I love Mark. How can I not love you? I have told you things after a few days of knowing you that I have never disclosed to people. You have the abilty to worm your way inside me and rip things out. You have touched my heart and I don't want you to go away from me and I'll do everything in my power for you to stay close to my heart. I know you've got the longest post, but it's because you (out of the people that sometimes read this) have taken a lot of my focus. I know a lot of things aren't great for you at the minute but that is what I'm here for. I am learning from you and passing on all appropriate information that I have, which I think you might find useful. Anything you want from me, all you have to do is ask me and I'll present it there for you on a silver platter. Anything you want, it's yours. I have a lot of leverage with a lot of people, you want something, I'll do all I can to lever those people and get something for you. I love you
Mummy - I am eternally grateful to you. You always do the right thing. Even when you do the wrong thing, you do the right thing. I'm sorry for all the times I've wronged you. I love you x x x
That is all for now.
And if anyone complains that they don't have a mention, then obviously they haven't made an effort to further the relationship between themselves and me recently. Before you complain, ask yourself, have you really tried recently?
::EDIT::
Ari: Apologies. We discussed this yesterday and you put forth a reasonable argument for a mention. Indeed lass, it would now seem apparent that you’re as sound as a round pound. No doubt we’ll all see you in about a weeks time when I decide to come and tear up Rock City again by swinging people around by their legs. Because.... I am.... Hardcore. Don’t try to deny it. Sliced bread...
Effie - I told you tonight a lot of stuff that I didn't think I could open up and admit to you. You know what you mean to me, because you don't read this, what is the point of continuing
Mark - Don't leave me. I love you. You mean too much to me.
Carly - The latest addition to the special friend list. My special friend list isn't very long and it isn't very easy to get onto. You are an incredible person. You are intense. I could spend countless hours with you. You are fantasmic. I love you like I love Mark. How can I not love you? I have told you things after a few days of knowing you that I have never disclosed to people. You have the abilty to worm your way inside me and rip things out. You have touched my heart and I don't want you to go away from me and I'll do everything in my power for you to stay close to my heart. I know you've got the longest post, but it's because you (out of the people that sometimes read this) have taken a lot of my focus. I know a lot of things aren't great for you at the minute but that is what I'm here for. I am learning from you and passing on all appropriate information that I have, which I think you might find useful. Anything you want from me, all you have to do is ask me and I'll present it there for you on a silver platter. Anything you want, it's yours. I have a lot of leverage with a lot of people, you want something, I'll do all I can to lever those people and get something for you. I love you
Mummy - I am eternally grateful to you. You always do the right thing. Even when you do the wrong thing, you do the right thing. I'm sorry for all the times I've wronged you. I love you x x x
That is all for now.
And if anyone complains that they don't have a mention, then obviously they haven't made an effort to further the relationship between themselves and me recently. Before you complain, ask yourself, have you really tried recently?
::EDIT::
Ari: Apologies. We discussed this yesterday and you put forth a reasonable argument for a mention. Indeed lass, it would now seem apparent that you’re as sound as a round pound. No doubt we’ll all see you in about a weeks time when I decide to come and tear up Rock City again by swinging people around by their legs. Because.... I am.... Hardcore. Don’t try to deny it. Sliced bread...