An Ode To The Now Gutless Cat On The A619

[freedom_slave]

What do I have to do to get a break?

I stopped drinking when driving.

Still got shit.

I stopped drinking.

Still got shit.

I quit my job.

Still got shit.

I started driving responsibly.

Still got shit.

I tried to avoid a defenseless animal.

Still got shit.

I can't even do a proper job of dying in a car crash.

Still got shit.

I grew up, changed all those friends that my parents and family said I should ditch, got mature, responsible ones that actually care about me.

Still got shit.

I can't sleep or close my eyes for more than 3 seconds without having the horrific event replayed in my mind.

Still getting shit.

I'm now broke, have no job and no car.

Life's still shit.

I need a personality transplant.

I'm still shit.

I worship and adore the girl that I love, but worry about losing her every time she leaves my sight.

Feel like shit.

And you know what the best thing is?

I wrote this while I was taking a shit.