Don't Even Bother, Just Venting.

Jun 25, 2005 12:58

It's way too late to be this locked inside ourselves
The trouble is that you're in love with someone else
It should be me, it should be me

And so may, we make time
Try to find somebody else
This place is mine

You said today, you know exactly how I feel
I had my doubts
I'm in love with something real
It could be me, that's changing

And so may, we make time
To try and find somebody else
Who has a line
See what stands long ending fast

Oh, how I love you in the evenings
When we are sleeping
We are sleeping.

We were too wasted to close the window.
Friends and family looking into my only hiding place
The rythmn of a stranger's skin.

Somebody put me back in school, I forget everything.

I used to know how to leave the boy behind
without having to watch him go.

Infidel to die for what I'm doing
will happen in the morning when the mirror won't recognize me.
He holds a certain gesture when we're lovin' to ask each other
"Do you want it?" "Do you want me?"
I want it. It is you. You are where I want to be.

&

Oh yes I'm guilty
For leasing myself out
Not ready to go up for sale
Can't seem to give it up
Stubborn, so selfish
I'm showing off the worst in me

You really deserve love
I want to love you
But I can't seem to find myself
My wilting effort
Our progress report
I'm only sure that I'm not sure

Re-read, re-write, redo, undo
I'm stuck on this page
I was born two weeks late
Is that why I hesitate?
I'm on the fence
Push me off it
I want to be on your side now
And keep a promise

You had the best
But you gave her up
Cause dependency might interrupt
Idealistic will so hard to please
Put your indecisive mind at ease
You broke the set
Now there's only singles
There's no looking back
This time I mean it

No more leaning on your shoulder
I won't be there, no more bother
If you feel you just might want me
That's too bad, I'm not the easy
The contemplator all those years
Now you must adhere
To your new career of liberation
You've been cast all by yourself
You're free at last You broke the set
Now there's only singles

And how long I've been dealing with it
I knew it was coming, but didn't know how
soon
She said I've reached another adolescent
monsoon

There's no looking back
This time I mean it

Nothing could beat complete denial .
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