and i dont even gotta listen to all the stupid shit you gotta say
My birthday was pretty chill. As most of you know i had a party and i left early cuz im a stupid drunk. I regret that.. but i know it's too late.
I wanted to thank everyone for the presents they got me.
Yara, thank you for the dvd.. i watched it and its pretty good.
Elliot, thank you for the weed brownies& cake.. sooo good.
Mat, thank you.. or yer mom.. for the bracelet and toe ring.
Delena, thank you for the card. that was sweet of yer ass.
yah i guess thats about it.
oh yah.. I am moving april 7th.. i have mixed feelings about that.
Lately i havent been feeling too hot but im not gunna sit here and mope.
maybe i will.. thats what journals are for right?
writting yer feelings out?
so here i go.. venting on someone elses lyrics:
I couldn't sleep last night
My ears were ringing in my head
Best friends with the boogie man
I may be better off here dead
Running on empty once again
Too tired for tears I dread
Sink deep into those magic dreams
While I blast off in my bed
And you know I played it all in here
Where everyone hides their darkest shades of fears
And I threw my whole night down the drain
You know cause everyone says that i'm not the same
Since I changed my name
Three hours later and i'm staring at the ceiling still
Xanax does nothing more but calm the sleeping thrill
Turning the pillows round and round to find the cold spot for my head
Ah, bless my only friend
And you know I played it all in here
Where everyone hides their darkest shades of fears
And I threw my whole night down the drain
You know cause everyone says that i'm not the same
And everyone turns tricks for fickle fame
I feel my body's lost control
My knees get weak as I drift away
And it gets darker, darker
Dreaming's where I am
I wanted to thank everyone for the presents they got me.
Yara, thank you for the dvd.. i watched it and its pretty good.
Elliot, thank you for the weed brownies& cake.. sooo good.
Mat, thank you.. or yer mom.. for the bracelet and toe ring.
Delena, thank you for the card. that was sweet of yer ass.
yah i guess thats about it.
oh yah.. I am moving april 7th.. i have mixed feelings about that.
Lately i havent been feeling too hot but im not gunna sit here and mope.
maybe i will.. thats what journals are for right?
writting yer feelings out?
so here i go.. venting on someone elses lyrics:
I couldn't sleep last night
My ears were ringing in my head
Best friends with the boogie man
I may be better off here dead
Running on empty once again
Too tired for tears I dread
Sink deep into those magic dreams
While I blast off in my bed
And you know I played it all in here
Where everyone hides their darkest shades of fears
And I threw my whole night down the drain
You know cause everyone says that i'm not the same
Since I changed my name
Three hours later and i'm staring at the ceiling still
Xanax does nothing more but calm the sleeping thrill
Turning the pillows round and round to find the cold spot for my head
Ah, bless my only friend
And you know I played it all in here
Where everyone hides their darkest shades of fears
And I threw my whole night down the drain
You know cause everyone says that i'm not the same
And everyone turns tricks for fickle fame
I feel my body's lost control
My knees get weak as I drift away
And it gets darker, darker
Dreaming's where I am