Sep 18, 2007 22:00
well first day of being a single girl is over.
No word from Master at all. He hasnt released this girl yet. Does that mean she is still his? Dont really know. she thought they would be together. live together as man and slave. she would serve him, worship him adore him.
none of it came to fruition. what a fairy tale. a lot to swallow.
Nothing she does seems to please Him. How can she serve Him when she doesnt get time to serve Him?
BDSM is a strange fantasy that she has struggled to keep alive. Dont know if she can do it anymore. He seems less and less wanting to play with His little one.
How can she grow without training? Maybe now she never will.
But she will never be able to love now without pain. He did that