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I feel like a complete and utter bitch towards Alex. I can't even look at him, none the less apologize.
I am kinda not doing so good right now.
I hate looking in the mirror.
I hate looking at other girls, with their skinny little bodies. It pisses me off that all they have to do is not eat or not even that, they just have high metabalisms. I try so hard, I stopped eating junk food and eating fruits and veggies. No change, so I start running again as well as eating healthy. So I start going to the gym to see if that helps on top of all the other shit.
FUCKING NOTHING!
I just want to be happy with my body again.
And shut up Brittany, you have an excuse.
I am kinda not doing so good right now.
I hate looking in the mirror.
I hate looking at other girls, with their skinny little bodies. It pisses me off that all they have to do is not eat or not even that, they just have high metabalisms. I try so hard, I stopped eating junk food and eating fruits and veggies. No change, so I start running again as well as eating healthy. So I start going to the gym to see if that helps on top of all the other shit.
FUCKING NOTHING!
I just want to be happy with my body again.
And shut up Brittany, you have an excuse.