Dec 09, 2007 03:13
wishy washy people.
i cannot keep getting into religious talks. they end unsatisfying. maybe its just jes.
i cannot put my finger on how I am feeling right now but something is up. God is doing something in my life. I'm looking at a house tomorrow to possibly move into next year with this kid i met on tuesday and four other guys I do not know. naturally, i'd be a fool to do such a thing but i believe it is God who ordained this. there are far too many coincendences and answered prayers to have it not be God.
im not going to church tomorrow. i think i need a break. ive gone every day this week, well really prayer group. it has been amazing. however, i'd like to spend some time with God alone. maybe ill put on lance or bill to set the mood.
life is surreal right now. God is working so much in my life I am at a loss to do. I have no clue what to do. I am beginning to live life out of control. I am excited and terrified. lets do it God.