shallow hal.
i just spent the last hour looking at photos from brazil. instead of appreciating the trip, i wasted the last hour seeing if i was attractive in the pictures i was in. its sick. i am so consumed with myself it makes me sick. i am done with being self conscience. I do not want to care about my appearance anymore. i care so much. why?
why do i care so much about what i look like? why do i think beauty is so important? it is embedded so deep within me. there are so many deep roots to this question that I really have to start being honest with myself so I can move on from this. Its freaking pathetic.
why do i care so much about what i look like? why do i think beauty is so important? it is embedded so deep within me. there are so many deep roots to this question that I really have to start being honest with myself so I can move on from this. Its freaking pathetic.