Jan 21, 2008 23:45
Sometimes I'm so tempted to post on this thing, but I'm so much less expressive on the internet than I was in my teenage years. Long story short, 2007 was a shitty year for me and extremely uneventful. I feel like for some reason, during the time of 2007 through extremes of periods of literally no socialization whatsoever and basing large periods of time to being solely introspective I have gained a new plane of thought process and have began to understand myself and others to an extent that I would never have thought feasible. Maybe that's just part of growing up, and the marking of the end of adolescence. I will definitely miss these carefree days during the period of adolescence; the forming of an identity, and being absolutely blinded by teenage angst...the angst that takes an iron grip so tightly on a teenagers personality that it seems nothing less than a fable when an adult poses reference to it.
2007 was undeniably one of the most dank years of my life, but the countdown of 2008 has brought a new page to my life that, at this moment, seems to be filled with scriptures rich with prospect, accompanied with illustrations of unusual yet pleasant surprises, and overall a feeling that empowers me to make a slightly premature decision that these pages are far less indecisive than the past pages that were the year of 2007. 2007 seemed like a long, excruciating test, and looking back on it felt like nothing more than a burst of compressed potential that dragged me at an uncomfortable speed, psychologically developing me. What I went through in 2007 basically fortified my decision on my major for university, which I am glad that I have finally came to a conclusion on what I want to devote my studies to for the next four years, and am very excited to begin this in the fall.
I've probably just jinxed myself really badly by writing this.