Aug 29, 2004 18:40
HAs it been that long since I journaled here? Well I guess I have been sort of busy. Been to germany three times since February 2004 to see my kids. A sort of holding pattern has developed in my emotional state. I am waiting for my kids to come home next summer (2005) and I have to remind myself that I really need to be alive NOW and not sink into nothingness....
I have lost alot of "drive" and "interest" in things. Fortunately I have wonderful friends here in SC and other places that remind me that life is all about being alive. So thanks to all!
Oops, being called to dinner... more later.