too near

May 23, 2005 22:18

my statement remains
if you should not call
I will assume we are not friends

you've played me once
lied to me twice
you assume from the welcome
your presence should suffice
I trust you not
you've hurt me so dear
I'm sorry now,
to have kissed you so near
wasted nights
and wasted heart
I'm on my toes
"cares left in the park"
you only speak
when depressed am I
I have much happiness
it's not all a disguise
remember when you lovED me
when you wantED to stay
remember also dm
you made me this way
you're so indecisive
you want me you don't you do
well I think I want something
I want some sort of truth
tell me that you don't love me
that you obviously can't converse
just tell me the truth
because it already hurts
I was fine until you showed up
all of a sudden a rage of emotion
you didn't even look at me
I'm so sorry for my warm welcome
I would like to be FRIENDS
but apparantly to you that's a negative
I know it sucks to love you
in that I am positive
you've made up your mind
I don't even place
I'm not second
I'm not even in the race
I know that now, sir
you've made it abundently clear
you've played and lied and abandoned
shame for kissing you so near

your nurse of wine is drunk off blood for she shot the baker. should you have the balls to talk to me, my respect may be restored. you said you couldn't be with me because you fear you can't hold on to me when in fact you've held on to me for months, and yet it was YOU who let go. wow..... I'm amazed. you fucking GUY.
if you should call I won't speak of this entry, I just hope you can be the friend you once were, because I could use one. oh and by the way, I own noone, and NOONE owns me. I doubt very highly you'll read this or call but hey we'll always have when you made me a whore.
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