May 04, 2005 11:04
This morning the UNKNOWN CALLER woke me up. It could either be some creditor or someone up there is trying to wake me up. Last night's dream went straight to me TWICE. I was atop of a 60 floor building and I watched as it collapsed downward crashing into another building. Felt how my muscles clentched the walls of this falling domino as it banged hard into the other. Felt myself hanging on to my life. And yet, no deaths. Simply all of us normal people went jumping off into the other building. The world was ending. We were going to make our life there. Ration food, lock doors and assign jobs. Within weeks we had a system set up to help us support life. We watched as other buildings went down, floods, explosions, catastrophe. We were in our own shell... our own protection. Embraced each other and we were happy. Is what I imagine I'd want to live like if we were at our last days on Earth.
---INTERMISSION - Albert wakes me up to say Goodbye. He's off to work. I'm worried that I wont be able to catch that dream again. But I was wrong.
It picked up where it left off. Catastrophes, deaths, floods, storms, and someone let somebody in. Things started going wrong. We sent out messengers to speak at other rescued buildings. We put a list of rules, those that did not apply were killed. We were out to hunt our own. To keep the devil away. We killed those who were damned. Wrongfully, but it was us watching out for each other. We knew Rapist weren't allowed, neither were goths. We were cleansing ourselves of those who were just as bad as we were. It felt horrible. We felt damned. We were hopeless.