All the lonely people, where do they all come from? All the lonely people where do they all belong?
So i had the most freaking depressive and awkward dinner tonight yipeeeee.
so basicly we decide to go out and eat we decide on the place, and 10 minutes before we leae my dad plls up the menu on the internet and is like oh, the prices are way to high especially because you know were srapped for cash.. well that jus puts my mom off b/c hes mentioning money issues when she jus finished organizing everything for taxes from the past like 2 years (we got a extension) and she knows whats wrong then my dads jus like oh, huh, how bout that i decide we should go out and now im like oh, to expensive! oh well... so we now have to decide on a new place after alot of retardedness we decide chinese. So on the way there for some reason im like not so happy, then my dads like oh, i got a email from one of the spine guys about your back., and hes like we should tottaly wait. Now for those jus comin in i have scoliosis and like less than a week ago my doc ive been using for 2 years tells me he thinks i neeed surgery. after 2 years of bracing, it jus blows to know tat this stupid peice of plastic that made me uncomfortable continuosly for 2 years was pointless! pointless! it may have prolonged the surgery. So i find out bout it how they wana go in and put rods in my back from the side all this icky shit'll happen itll be intense. my dad freaks out afraid for me, i kinda immediatly resign to it willing to get it. But my dad naw he doesnt think so he thinks i should be braced for another year, u no wait it out see if it does anyhting. so hes like i can get second opinions right? and my docs like year sure wtvr. so he goes and emails alllhis spine friends hge knows hopin for one to say o yeah he doesnt need the surgery, no way. and he got one, thats wat you do when you go doctor shopping. So were in the car and hes telling me how the doc was like oh yeah be braced for another year. and i jus wana scream at him i dont gicve a fuk what you think i want the damn surgery. but hea my dad and hes got "a say" in this shit.. so im not gonna do that specially now wouldnt wanna ruin the dinner now.. so now im like uber duber unhappy and weget to the place and we have like a dark gloomy dinner with kinda some talking and wtvr it was jus so gloomy you could cut it with a butter knife. i getmy fortune cookie and i open it eat the cookie first, its bad luck to look at your fortune before you eat the cookie, and lo and behold it says "embrace change, dont battle it". well fuk me! i tell my mom and she like yeh u should! and im like more like dad should hes the one that wont embrace the change.. and then we leave get home and i finish watching a movie for psych extra cred and then its now...
kinda really frustrated and in a like "pachoochey" mood help me out?
so basicly we decide to go out and eat we decide on the place, and 10 minutes before we leae my dad plls up the menu on the internet and is like oh, the prices are way to high especially because you know were srapped for cash.. well that jus puts my mom off b/c hes mentioning money issues when she jus finished organizing everything for taxes from the past like 2 years (we got a extension) and she knows whats wrong then my dads jus like oh, huh, how bout that i decide we should go out and now im like oh, to expensive! oh well... so we now have to decide on a new place after alot of retardedness we decide chinese. So on the way there for some reason im like not so happy, then my dads like oh, i got a email from one of the spine guys about your back., and hes like we should tottaly wait. Now for those jus comin in i have scoliosis and like less than a week ago my doc ive been using for 2 years tells me he thinks i neeed surgery. after 2 years of bracing, it jus blows to know tat this stupid peice of plastic that made me uncomfortable continuosly for 2 years was pointless! pointless! it may have prolonged the surgery. So i find out bout it how they wana go in and put rods in my back from the side all this icky shit'll happen itll be intense. my dad freaks out afraid for me, i kinda immediatly resign to it willing to get it. But my dad naw he doesnt think so he thinks i should be braced for another year, u no wait it out see if it does anyhting. so hes like i can get second opinions right? and my docs like year sure wtvr. so he goes and emails alllhis spine friends hge knows hopin for one to say o yeah he doesnt need the surgery, no way. and he got one, thats wat you do when you go doctor shopping. So were in the car and hes telling me how the doc was like oh yeah be braced for another year. and i jus wana scream at him i dont gicve a fuk what you think i want the damn surgery. but hea my dad and hes got "a say" in this shit.. so im not gonna do that specially now wouldnt wanna ruin the dinner now.. so now im like uber duber unhappy and weget to the place and we have like a dark gloomy dinner with kinda some talking and wtvr it was jus so gloomy you could cut it with a butter knife. i getmy fortune cookie and i open it eat the cookie first, its bad luck to look at your fortune before you eat the cookie, and lo and behold it says "embrace change, dont battle it". well fuk me! i tell my mom and she like yeh u should! and im like more like dad should hes the one that wont embrace the change.. and then we leave get home and i finish watching a movie for psych extra cred and then its now...
kinda really frustrated and in a like "pachoochey" mood help me out?