Jan 29, 2004 21:43
You have nothing to worry about. Your a good guy, that is loved by alot of people. You do right for people. You take care of your daughter, your wife. They love you unconditionally. believe in it, don't get so down on yourself. You can stop the tears, there is no reason for them. Believe it and know it. and make an appoitment for the doctor. I'm tired of being depressed. I want it to end. I have nothing to be unhappy about. believe it and know it. It will all be ok. Don't let outlandish thoughts grip your mind, kiss your fears away. You have waited for this moment all your life. You never thought you would be where you are now. Now you know how it feels to trully lovesomeone, to care for, your doing better for yourself. Don't fight the good things, just because your fears and feelings scare you. Embrace the joy of love and don't let the dark things grip your mind. Its tough, but your strong. You have delt with this all your life, its time to change. You need ot make a change, noone can help you, but yourself. Listen to your rational side no matter how much the dark side wants to take over. Look to the light and stop living in the dark. You can do It I know you can.
You deserve everything that you want in life. You want to raise your wonderful daughter, and do the best you can for her, and you will. You will be the best parent. You will never do wrong for your daughter cause its not you. Your a loving and caring person. You couldn't take better care of your wife or daughter. You do all that you can, you have things to improve on but thats expected. Believe in yourself and believe in them.
You know she is right in everything she says. She has never lied to you. believe it and know it. believe it yourself. Kiss the dark away.