Dec 31, 2005 20:33
I broke up with Roche, I got to know myself, I rediscovered my friends, I learned Latin, I met Jon, I realized that love finds me in mysterious ways, I realized that Roche isnt the only man that I will ever love, I spent a night with Cora and Kyle in NYC cuddling, I opened up to Bassett and found an incrediable man, I learned how to sail, I capsised, I tried again, I cuddled with Kathryn, I fell in love with her, I bashed around France, Marion got married, I fell asleep in the glow of the fire, I laughed with Sean like we use to...pre Ali, I learned bartending, I got drunk in the shower one morning, I fought with my mom, I stopped running, I started eating, I taught kids how to knit, I saw Patrick take some of his first steps, I stayed up all night running around naked with my friends, I found a job that I love, I had an amazing birthday full of love and joy with my friends at school who change my life and help me to grow and learn everyday, I took risks, I did things that scared me, I stopped playing games with people, I started to grow up, I went sledding with David, I cried tears of joy, I cried, and just as importantly I laughed. I have grown up so much this year. I'm not sure why now and I certainly have a long ways to go. I spent this last year on my own thinking for one instead of two and there were times when I hated myself and I drove me crazy but all in all it was a good year. Everything that I did this year made my life better.