First post in like two months ..
.. wow where the hell have I been ? I have totally abandoned my livejournal , which is never okay . A lot has been going on , yet nothing seems to be happening at the same time . I know it doesn't make sense but maybe someone out there reading this gets what I am saying haha . This post isn't going to be too long , just going to throw out a few thoughts and updates .
Okay so , lets start with my personal favorite .. body issues ! (UGH!) Monday I have a doctors appointment ; ever since I was 12 I would always fast or run 3 miles every day for a week before I went to the doctors so that when I stepped onto the scale the numbers I wanted would appear on the scale . Until I was 14 I wanted to be no more than 102 pounds and now I want to be no more than 110 pounds . This week however , I haven't been able to run which is killing me ! This past Monday , I went for a two mile jog to clear my head and everything and ended up having an asthma attack . My thinking was WTF ?! I'm not even known to have asthma , but I have been noticing for the past year and half , I have a hard time breathing after I run . Which means come doctors appointment I am going to get tested for exercise induced asthma (EIA) . Truth be told , I am kind of worried because I don't want to have to give up running . My mom hasn't let me run a foot since that attack and it has been killing me ! Now since I couldn't run my other option was to reduce my food intake by a lot . That has sort of work but I still feel fat :| What makes it even worse is that after the doctors appointment I am leaving for a family vacation to hot springs , which means white water rafting , pools , tanning , and hot tubbing .. I can't do all of that comfortably if I feel like a washed up whale ! Why can't I have Tori Spellings body ? Why ? Why ? Why ?
Enough about that ..
.. So far this summer I haven't been up to much lately . There have been a few days where I have gone to my school and cleaned out the Student Organization storage room and classroom to get us ready for next year , cheerleading practice , today we did a cheer car wash , and a few baseball games . Other than that nothing too exciting . Next week I am going on a family vacation , we are going white water rafting ! Truth be told I am freaking terrified ; I don't want to fall out of the raft and have the current of the stream be so fast that I am never seen again . Or what if a bear tries to eat me ?! Haha . Then the following week I my dad's best friend and his wife is visiting . Week after that I get to go to California !!! I am sooooo so so excited to go back to Cali :) And finally I have a leadership camp and cheer camp I will be attending at the end of July , which I am also looking forward too .
I have decided that this post is worth shit , and I am sorry . I just wanted to let you all know that I wasn't dead or anything HAHA ! Not that half of you even remeber reading my posts :p I am definitely going to do my best at updating more .. I have a few rants I want to post so look out for those (;
How is your summer going ?! What are your plans ?!
Love love love ,
Cori
Okay so , lets start with my personal favorite .. body issues ! (UGH!) Monday I have a doctors appointment ; ever since I was 12 I would always fast or run 3 miles every day for a week before I went to the doctors so that when I stepped onto the scale the numbers I wanted would appear on the scale . Until I was 14 I wanted to be no more than 102 pounds and now I want to be no more than 110 pounds . This week however , I haven't been able to run which is killing me ! This past Monday , I went for a two mile jog to clear my head and everything and ended up having an asthma attack . My thinking was WTF ?! I'm not even known to have asthma , but I have been noticing for the past year and half , I have a hard time breathing after I run . Which means come doctors appointment I am going to get tested for exercise induced asthma (EIA) . Truth be told , I am kind of worried because I don't want to have to give up running . My mom hasn't let me run a foot since that attack and it has been killing me ! Now since I couldn't run my other option was to reduce my food intake by a lot . That has sort of work but I still feel fat :| What makes it even worse is that after the doctors appointment I am leaving for a family vacation to hot springs , which means white water rafting , pools , tanning , and hot tubbing .. I can't do all of that comfortably if I feel like a washed up whale ! Why can't I have Tori Spellings body ? Why ? Why ? Why ?
Enough about that ..
.. So far this summer I haven't been up to much lately . There have been a few days where I have gone to my school and cleaned out the Student Organization storage room and classroom to get us ready for next year , cheerleading practice , today we did a cheer car wash , and a few baseball games . Other than that nothing too exciting . Next week I am going on a family vacation , we are going white water rafting ! Truth be told I am freaking terrified ; I don't want to fall out of the raft and have the current of the stream be so fast that I am never seen again . Or what if a bear tries to eat me ?! Haha . Then the following week I my dad's best friend and his wife is visiting . Week after that I get to go to California !!! I am sooooo so so excited to go back to Cali :) And finally I have a leadership camp and cheer camp I will be attending at the end of July , which I am also looking forward too .
I have decided that this post is worth shit , and I am sorry . I just wanted to let you all know that I wasn't dead or anything HAHA ! Not that half of you even remeber reading my posts :p I am definitely going to do my best at updating more .. I have a few rants I want to post so look out for those (;
How is your summer going ?! What are your plans ?!
Love love love ,
Cori