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I always tell myself that I am going to do a better job at posting on here , but I hardly ever do . I really do need to just take an hour of each week to set aside for some good ol' Livejournal time . How does that sound ?
I can't believe that I only have eight weeks left of being a junior in high school , and then it is senior year ! Honestly , high school has gone by so fast . I don't want it to end .. I love high school . I am safe in high school . I don't think I will ever be quite ready for the real world , it is a scary place out there .
So far , track season is going good . So far I have been throwing at 60s in discuss , but I am just warming up , by the end of the season I want to have thrown 90 . It is so crazy because you have these huge butch girls who are throwing with me who already throw 80s and 100s I'm just like damn , I thought I was doing pretty decent before haha I guess not . As far as running events , I am supposed to be running the 4x4 but I am the only girl on that relay , so I doubt that I will run that this season . I ran a 200 this past track meet and got .33 which isn't too bad considering the fact that I was sick . I am hoping to knock my 200 down to about 28 . The thing with the 200 is that when I start , going off on the curve is easy for me because you can lean into it . Then the last 100 is a straight away and I completely and utterly suck at straight aways ! One of the coach's said that I will be able to run the 4x1 this meet coming up on Saturday so hopefully I am first or third leg !
Along with track , my health doesn't seem to be the best right now . Twice this week , I have dry heieved all night on top of hyper venilating three times . It just got to the point Friday night where I begged my mom to take me to the hospital . Of course she didn't though but hopefully my dad keeps his word and gets me a doctors appointment for Friday because I hate feeling like this and I don't want to quit track becacuse of it . & I know that it all comes down to still being dehydrated . Then my dad said he will try to get me in to seeing a neutrition which would be really delightful so that he/she can help me with a well balanced diet !
Speaking of Friday , guess who is coming down to see me ?! JOSH is ! :D I am so stoked that I finally get to see him after six months of not seeing each other . Oh goodness am I so excited . These past six months have not been easy to say the least , but I know that they are worth it . My dad and I have gotten into about three fights this weekend about it , because he is an ass sometimes who thinks he knows it all . Its really annoying . He tried telling me last night that he knew what type of guy Josh was . Really dad ?! Because last time I checked you never even sat down to have a conversation with him let alone give him a freaking chance . Then he went on saying how I was going to get hurt and all this bullshit . Yeah well if that is the case in the future I will grow from it . You can't protect me from everything , so stop trying to please . Oh and the reason why he doesn't support this relationship is because I am too young to be in this serious of a relationship . Honestly , I am pretty mature for my age . Josh and I have had to delt with some grown up situations . There is no age limit on when you are allowed to love someone . I truly believe that he is just mad that he thought by moving us two would break up , and he is mad that we haven't . That is basically what it seems to come down to . I don't care though it is MY relationship I am completely and utterly happy with it .
Alrighty , well there is my really quick update for ya'll . Sorry that I have been terribly busy and haven't commented anyone else's post . I will sometime this week I promise . Have a fabulous week :)
Love & Hugs , C