just another line crossing threw a box on a calendar
All I have been thinking about is how fat fat fat fat I seem lately. How ridiculous is it that I spent the majority of my day thinking about how disgusting it is that I have ' back fat . ' I just wish I had the self discipln I had earlier this year were I would only eat 12 grapes for each meal . But no , I have turned into this large humpy dee dumpdy it seems like . The goal today was not to eat , the day before goal was not to eat - I hate both days . Guess what the goal is for tomorrow ?! If you guessed not to eat , then you are a smart one .
Sigh .
Track season starts next Monday , I am totally not in shape for it at all but I am ready to get back into shape ! Sort of nervous though since this will be my first year on this team , and I don't know if I will be one of the best girls on the team like I was at my other school . Gee I am so ready to feel skinny again . During track season I am going to hardly eat a thing , but I am going to exercise exercise exercise !
Maybe some yoga will make me feel better .
Xo
Sigh .
Track season starts next Monday , I am totally not in shape for it at all but I am ready to get back into shape ! Sort of nervous though since this will be my first year on this team , and I don't know if I will be one of the best girls on the team like I was at my other school . Gee I am so ready to feel skinny again . During track season I am going to hardly eat a thing , but I am going to exercise exercise exercise !
Maybe some yoga will make me feel better .
Xo