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WOW its been a while. just really havnt had time for anything other than LIFE.
This year is the best year yet. I suppose its cause im staying away from the drama department i listen to it and then i laugh. Its gay and well just whatever...
I might be trasferring to lakeland for various reasons...dont call me stupid or immature because i want to...its just something i have to do...and although scott being there is a BIG plus...thats NOT why i want to go. just to clear that subject up. I just need to thats all.
Tracy and b are the people gettin me by this year. i love them they are my bestfriends forever. And scott...to say the LEAST i love that boy with everything i have. hes probably the best thing thats ever happened to me. He understands, feels what i feel when im feeling it, and knows everything about me. I dont think theres anyone i could find that would make me feel this way. The way ive felt many times before doesnt even come close to the way i feel now. I thought i knew love, but now...i KNOW love. And i have love.
anyway....this seasons SOOO crazy for me...swimming, band, SECRETARY(bitches) of outdoor club, spanish club, and work...THEN theres all the damn school work that ill never use in the future. Theres probably 2 classes i have this year that ill ever use...math and english....MAYBE spanish. <--lol Profe cracks me up. I will BREAKA YO FACE!
im supposed to be a band right now...but umm i kinda work up at 1130...so i decided it wanst worth it...i know all my shit anyway and it wouldhave been kinda stupid for me to go there and then go to 3 hour swim practice after considering what happned last night. After 50 back....(REALLY GOOD) i thought i was goin to puke so i went to the bathroom....puked then my legs gave out and i hit my head on the wall((front then back)) when i fell....THINK i passed out..not quite sure...taylor walked in and i was on the ground shakin....scary shit. i missed the IM...eh...coach came in the lockerroom and gave me a powerade and half a granoler bar....i rested for a while....swam 100 back.....he said if i wanted to i could....got one second off my PB...not bad for the way i felt....couldnt stand up after the 100B.....swam 100 free....puked afterwards in the garbage...that was gross....lack off sleep and food i suppose.
whatever....but im out cause i have to go take a shower and crap so i hang out with lovey....then hes takin me to practice...sooo uhh yeah...ttyl if i ever have time again.
This year is the best year yet. I suppose its cause im staying away from the drama department i listen to it and then i laugh. Its gay and well just whatever...
I might be trasferring to lakeland for various reasons...dont call me stupid or immature because i want to...its just something i have to do...and although scott being there is a BIG plus...thats NOT why i want to go. just to clear that subject up. I just need to thats all.
Tracy and b are the people gettin me by this year. i love them they are my bestfriends forever. And scott...to say the LEAST i love that boy with everything i have. hes probably the best thing thats ever happened to me. He understands, feels what i feel when im feeling it, and knows everything about me. I dont think theres anyone i could find that would make me feel this way. The way ive felt many times before doesnt even come close to the way i feel now. I thought i knew love, but now...i KNOW love. And i have love.
anyway....this seasons SOOO crazy for me...swimming, band, SECRETARY(bitches) of outdoor club, spanish club, and work...THEN theres all the damn school work that ill never use in the future. Theres probably 2 classes i have this year that ill ever use...math and english....MAYBE spanish. <--lol Profe cracks me up. I will BREAKA YO FACE!
im supposed to be a band right now...but umm i kinda work up at 1130...so i decided it wanst worth it...i know all my shit anyway and it wouldhave been kinda stupid for me to go there and then go to 3 hour swim practice after considering what happned last night. After 50 back....(REALLY GOOD) i thought i was goin to puke so i went to the bathroom....puked then my legs gave out and i hit my head on the wall((front then back)) when i fell....THINK i passed out..not quite sure...taylor walked in and i was on the ground shakin....scary shit. i missed the IM...eh...coach came in the lockerroom and gave me a powerade and half a granoler bar....i rested for a while....swam 100 back.....he said if i wanted to i could....got one second off my PB...not bad for the way i felt....couldnt stand up after the 100B.....swam 100 free....puked afterwards in the garbage...that was gross....lack off sleep and food i suppose.
whatever....but im out cause i have to go take a shower and crap so i hang out with lovey....then hes takin me to practice...sooo uhh yeah...ttyl if i ever have time again.