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hey, I stayed home today....thanks to a little thing called PERIODS! I woke up really early this morning CRAMPING like a mother fucker. All in all...I cramped about half the night. I went to bed about 8:30 last night and I set my alarm for 9:30 so I could call Chrys back and talk for a while. But for some odd reason my alarm didnt go off. Then i woke up cause of Cramps and I didnt get to sleep till about 5:30 this morning. So, again I didnt call Chrys. Im glad he ended up calling me though. I really wanted to talk to him. He got mad cause I didnt call him last night or this morning. I can see where he would be mad, but I mean I was cramping and shit. Its not like I intentionally didnt call him. I wanted to talk to him. I just home he gets over it by this afternoon. He should know that I wanted to talk to him. Its just I was extremely sleepy this morning so I didnt wake up until he called.
Anyways, yesterday I went to the Therapist and Chrys went with me. I think it was good. We talked about a lot of stuff that might help us both stop being so controlling. But its not like our relationship was suffering or anything.....to me...control isnt such a big deal anyways. It would just feel better with a little bit more freedom. Not that Id be tlaking to other guys or anything...so I really dont know what I mean by "freedom" lol. Oh well. I love you Chrys with all my heart....Im going to get off here!