Empty

[free_of_feeling]

I'm falling apart again
I dont know whats going on
My head is empty...
...seriously. I dont think about anything anymore
I am alone.
I have like no friends any more
Amber and I like never see each other.
But that's because of her
Not me
her new boyfriend is too important for her to hang out with me anymore
*sigh*
I'm empty

I talked to Izzy last night
for like a half hour
it was fun
I miss him
he still doesn't know I used to like him
how I still do
ugh this sucks

so yea, Dan, the one "going into the airforce"
who can't have a g/f, because he's
"going into the airforce"
yea.
guess what?
he's got a girlfriend
when I found out
it was when I was reading his myspace
It felt like my heart
was ripped out
and torn apart
all ridiculous like
I was a wreck
just thinking
"how could he do this to me"
I hate being upset
I'm totally crazy
and illogical

I hate who I am
I miss my friends
Kandi, and Erinz, and Stefy
=(
the people who were always there for me
I'm falling apart without you guys.
Kandi I can't wait to see you when you come bak up.
I MISS-els YEW!!!!

I love everyone
who loves me!
:-*

**lata**
*stephanie*

PS, I have a new crush on this kid named Jeff...
we'll see where it goes.