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What's making me come back here?
What's making me now take another painful look at everything passed....EVERYTHING is changed now. Every aspect of my life is so completely different than it was. That's life's beauty and tragedy and gift and weapon.
I heard once it said that unhappiness is caused by seeing the past as so much better than it actually was. That's probably very true...because we all had problems back then as well. But there was so much good. So much pure emotion and trust and love and joy and bitterness and sorrow and hurt and anger.
I am grown up...or at least getting there now. I'll be twenty in ten days. I am married to an incredible man and the love we share is so different and real and wonderful. I know so many new people and things and places and feelings. We have lost so much and gained so much. We have lost bits of eachother...we have lost eachother entirely.
No one will read this. If you do, I wonder what brings you back here... maybe the same reasons that bring me back. I don't know what I am trying to say, or why I am here.
Life is beautiful. I am so blessed. :)
What's making me now take another painful look at everything passed....EVERYTHING is changed now. Every aspect of my life is so completely different than it was. That's life's beauty and tragedy and gift and weapon.
I heard once it said that unhappiness is caused by seeing the past as so much better than it actually was. That's probably very true...because we all had problems back then as well. But there was so much good. So much pure emotion and trust and love and joy and bitterness and sorrow and hurt and anger.
I am grown up...or at least getting there now. I'll be twenty in ten days. I am married to an incredible man and the love we share is so different and real and wonderful. I know so many new people and things and places and feelings. We have lost so much and gained so much. We have lost bits of eachother...we have lost eachother entirely.
No one will read this. If you do, I wonder what brings you back here... maybe the same reasons that bring me back. I don't know what I am trying to say, or why I am here.
Life is beautiful. I am so blessed. :)