Jan 04, 2007 17:17
Free Kittin: hey
Free Kittin: i just found $4 in my coat pocket!
Dripping Purple: kendra wants to be with a guy
Free Kittin: uh-oh
Free Kittin: just a guy, or are you included too?
Dripping Purple: she wants to have a family
Dripping Purple: but not with me
Dripping Purple: ive been though this before
Dripping Purple: i fucking hate it
Free Kittin: she wants to have a family?
Dripping Purple: yes
Free Kittin: like right now?
Dripping Purple: kinda
Free Kittin: isnt she going to prison soon?
Dripping Purple: i dont know
Dripping Purple: im just sick of everything
Dripping Purple: i hate women
Free Kittin: yeah, we are bitches
Dripping Purple: yeah
Dripping Purple: cant stay away from dick for anything
Free Kittin: thats kinda random though, wanting to have a family
Free Kittin: shes young, and not married, so why would she be thinking about a family?
Dripping Purple: i want kids
Dripping Purple: im not married either
Dripping Purple: at least kids wont leave you for a while
Free Kittin: but you need a job, a house, hopefully a partner...you cant just have a kid right now and expect it to work
Free Kittin: thats just diluted
Dripping Purple: kathryn..
Dripping Purple: i cant pysicly have kids anyways
Free Kittin: thats not my point
Dripping Purple: my body is too broken
Dripping Purple: i know
Dripping Purple: but i really want them
Free Kittin: the point is its absurd for kendra or you for that matter to even think about having any sort of responsibility more demanding than a cat
Dripping Purple: cuz i dont have a job?
Free Kittin: you have no job, no house, no stable relationship, you have no training in anything
Free Kittin: how would you support it?
Free Kittin: how would you take it to the doctor?
Dripping Purple: i would get a job
Free Kittin: i'm sorry but there is now ay
Free Kittin: why dont you get one now?
Free Kittin: what makes you think you could support a kid plus yourslef? you have no idea what kind of job you could get
Dripping Purple: im waiting to hear back from mi rehab about that college thing
Free Kittin: good, go to school, get married, have a kid
Free Kittin: thats the way you do it
Free Kittin: not all backwards and fucked up
Dripping Purple: so if i go to college for 2 years i would be able to get a nice job
Free Kittin: possibly
Free Kittin: thats the goal
Is she serious? Is it possible for someone to be so diluted? How on Earth can someone even survie with that kind of thought process. Both her, and her girlfriend are complete idiots on this topic. These two arent even capable of taking care of themselves by any means. I'm sorry, but I find it harder and harder to maintain a relationship with someone who is so impractal. Dramatic...depressing, irritating, frustrating, and a million more not so nice words.
Last night was no good. I went to see Borat with Angelica and George. It was a pretty funny movie, and proves how Racist Americans really are. When I got home Rick was being nice, and he hugged me and looked happy to see me. Yay! I thought, I have him back, the evil twin is gone! He went out running and I began to clean my room. When he came back James was with him, and asked if I could give him and Cassie a ride to the video store. I really didnt want to due to all the driving I had been doing lately, so I asked Rick if he would take my truck and take them up the road. I got my head bit off for that one, and without a word I drove them down to Blockbuster. I sat and waited for about 10 minutes while they browsed the movies. When they came out of the door I noticed they didnt have any movies in their hands. I quickly learned that they got kicked out when James thretoned to kick the guy's ass behind the counter after he told Cassie she had a nice ass. Oh my. So I took them to Family Video up the road. Then they informed me about some drama "he said she said" bullshit including myself Rick, and of course them. I really dont think Rick said what they say he said. I do think that he ran his mouth a bit, and James exaderated it to Cassie, who exaderated it to me. But I was pissed to think that Rick would go behind my back and make up lies to James about things I never said about Cassie. So, now everyone is pissed at everyone, minus me, James, and Cassie. Basically everyone is pissed at Rick because he has been quite diagreable lately, and there are only so many nasty looks and snarls one can take before throwing their hands in the air and saying "Fuck this...I'm gunna go smoke in my room and listen to The Violent Femms."
Of course he said he's moving out, and definitly not sleeping in my room because I'm not quite right in the head. No worries, I knew he would regret thoes words the second they left his lips. Of course he did, and ended up knocking at my door, and begging to talk to me. Of course he didnt mean thoes things, of course he is sorry, he just wants to smoke and talk. I really didnt feel like being around him, even after he started being nice becasue lets face it...just because he's ready to behave doesnt mean that I should just let him do as he would when he had been good all the time. No sir-e Bob. I am not his girlfriend. I am not obligated to sleep next to him, or fuck him, or even tolerate him when he's getting on my nerves. Therefore, if hes going to smart off to me and say whatever he wants, I'm going to hold him to it. Gunna scream that theres no way in hell you would sleep next to me...well by golly even after you appoligise you will still be sleeping on the couch. Maybe next time you will learn to think before you hurl insults. Maybe you wont say things you dont mean.
I'm quite positive I wont ever let anyone fall in love with me ever again.
45 minutes until I can leave. I am hungry.