I';; decide later...
very strange i feel...very strand indeed. kinda stoned, yes i belive that is the correct term for it. im all out of journal on paper, so i guess ill have to vent my thoughts in here.
Conrad is putting a bunch of naked pictures of nicole up on the internet. it is the perfect revenge for someone who cheeted on her totally faithful boyfriend of almost 3 years, with over 20 different guys. She still owes him money from Panama, so he may have to take her to court.
i prayed tonight. i asked god to help me with the things that bother me about myself. i saw it on some church show jim and i were watching earlier. the guy had a good point. I asked God why i dont have any urge to get out of bed, and how i hate to wake up, and can never do anything because im so upset.
im hoping that i will be able to get over this lazyness/depressiont thing that has been bothering me for so long. i would really like to be happy again. I want to get excited about life, not sick of it. i used to embrace every day, be happy with everything around me. i get a little high on life and everything is super, but then as the buzz wears off i get to be very upset, and depressed. tomorrow i am going to find out about what schools to go to, and i am going to start on my writing school letter and story. I am going to accomplish things, in fact right now im going to bed so that i can try to get up before noon!
Conrad is putting a bunch of naked pictures of nicole up on the internet. it is the perfect revenge for someone who cheeted on her totally faithful boyfriend of almost 3 years, with over 20 different guys. She still owes him money from Panama, so he may have to take her to court.
i prayed tonight. i asked god to help me with the things that bother me about myself. i saw it on some church show jim and i were watching earlier. the guy had a good point. I asked God why i dont have any urge to get out of bed, and how i hate to wake up, and can never do anything because im so upset.
im hoping that i will be able to get over this lazyness/depressiont thing that has been bothering me for so long. i would really like to be happy again. I want to get excited about life, not sick of it. i used to embrace every day, be happy with everything around me. i get a little high on life and everything is super, but then as the buzz wears off i get to be very upset, and depressed. tomorrow i am going to find out about what schools to go to, and i am going to start on my writing school letter and story. I am going to accomplish things, in fact right now im going to bed so that i can try to get up before noon!