Money, money, money
So I have gotten my money under control. That has been a huge stress factor in my life, because I have never really gotten how to manage it, and I have always been scared to ask for help. I guess I felt embarrassed that I couldn't control it, and that I always had such a small amount in my account. Larry is a money managing MACHINE, and was always offering to help me, but I avoided it like the plague. I didn't want him to think less of me because I'm not good at it. Lame, I know, but Larry has a way of making you feel about as small as a rat turd when he wants to.
But he made me show him my account. And I did, and it was so embarrassing that I cried. Lol. Yeah. I cried. I mean, its so stressful, and I've been keeping it to myself for so long. It was a relief to be able to show him where I need help. And as it turns out, things aren't as bad as I thought they were! I like being able to tell him exactly how much I have, and what I spend, and not have to hide anything from him. I also called Sally Mae about my old school loans. That is my biggest debt, but its not tooooo huge. I can pay it off in a few years.
Now I just need a better paying job.
But he made me show him my account. And I did, and it was so embarrassing that I cried. Lol. Yeah. I cried. I mean, its so stressful, and I've been keeping it to myself for so long. It was a relief to be able to show him where I need help. And as it turns out, things aren't as bad as I thought they were! I like being able to tell him exactly how much I have, and what I spend, and not have to hide anything from him. I also called Sally Mae about my old school loans. That is my biggest debt, but its not tooooo huge. I can pay it off in a few years.
Now I just need a better paying job.