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[free_introspect]

im scared

so unbelievably scared

my first big decision

who gives a shit about firsts

its a huge decision

i just need to be reassured

i need the questions from everyone around me just to stop

i already get enough from myself

but they have the right to ask

everything is just so foreign to me right now

i have never been through this before

how can i have expectations

but the tears feel better then being numb

when will i know if this is right?

and what will i do if its not