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yeah. so i went to school today and figured out all of my shit. i can
finish but i just have to do a lot of work over the summer. yay for
summer school :(
i got some good news today that i might be leaving plymouth next year..:) we finally got financial aid approved so that i can leave. i have to get accepted first *crosses fingers*
it's not necessarily that i want to leave prhs but i have to get my shit together. i decided i want to make something of myself and that isn't happening so much around here.
maybe soon i'll quit smoking...butts at least and start doing something musical again.
i guess i was just thinking about everything and i realized that none of what i've done has been worth it. you can only get used when you let yourself. and maybe keeping all of the problems inside wasn't such a good idea after all.
i really screwed up this year.
but i still want just one day where everything is wonderfully fucked up.
i got some good news today that i might be leaving plymouth next year..:) we finally got financial aid approved so that i can leave. i have to get accepted first *crosses fingers*
it's not necessarily that i want to leave prhs but i have to get my shit together. i decided i want to make something of myself and that isn't happening so much around here.
maybe soon i'll quit smoking...butts at least and start doing something musical again.
i guess i was just thinking about everything and i realized that none of what i've done has been worth it. you can only get used when you let yourself. and maybe keeping all of the problems inside wasn't such a good idea after all.
i really screwed up this year.
but i still want just one day where everything is wonderfully fucked up.