Mar 29, 2005 16:13
anyone that knows my fears of driving will be proud to read this
entry...i'm starting my driving hours. i hope i don't kill anyone or
drive crazy. i want my car by the summer :) anyways.
today i was really late. i
didn't even make first period...probably because i didn't start
homework until 11:30 at night. lately school has seemed
pointless...it's not like all the work i do is getting me anywhere. who
wants to be a rockstar? haha. maybe in my dreams. i guessed i got
marked absent from my last class yesterday but i was actually there. i
just came in late and of course all the guys are like "ooohhh cailey's
late to class again."silly boys. i was almost late to english
today...which i'm late to every day but i made it .
i wore my yellow shirt today and it made me happy :) someone was
like "your shirt matches the flower on your ass." it made me laugh
because i didn't even notice.
there were so many public
displays of affection in school today. i love how the couple always
turns and glares at you like you're doing something wrong by staring.
can you help it?? am i the only one who looks?? haha. sometimes it's
just so gross that you have to inwardly shudder. i do find it kind of
sad that even the grossest people can find someone to love them
and i have no one. i guess being alone is better than being with
someone you don't like. already been down that route. i guess what i'm
saying is that i want someone. not anything serious...just someone.
something more.
they say i have potential...i think i got the devil ;)
the funerals tomorrow...