Apr 03, 2007 16:03
4/2/07’ 704pm
Undeniably overcome with contentment of my being
I impede and pay attention.
My brain needs to contradict my body
It sends spurts of chemical imbalances telling me not to settle in.
You’re missing the big picture
Impede and pay attention.
Does the body dose the mind, or the mind dose the body?
I am compelled to acquire the true information
So I will be capable of gradually conquering the dominate party
And let the flow in.
4/3/07’123am
I miss the energy of a personality next to me ---……
Now this is me saying I miss Hammer in tuff girl.
But then I think do I really?
Or do I have a malady, a disease that engulfs my person and mentality.
It makes my needy, dependent, pathetic inside.
I am not that person anymore.
I won’t ever be like that again.
Then I think….
I THINK TOO FUCKING MUCH.