Lazier and lazier
I think I tapped into a huge pool of laziness. I'm just floating in it. The things I have to deal with, I do, otherwise I take it easy.
There are so many things I could do, but I don't feel like doing them. I haven't for months. There's a mountain of them.
Since things are getting done and new things keep entering my life I'm no worse off I guess. But it makes me wonder what the real value of the things I could do would be worth if I did them. (I think, probably not much more than anything else is.)
I have a lot of ideas about the "right way" to do all sorts of things...but I no longer care. I just don't care. I can't see putting effort into any non-inspired idea, even if it is my own. I'd rather take a nap. It seems deep down inside me, that while things done "by the book" may be right at certain levels, it's like, so what if they are? I'd rather live.
The world is so big, there are so many options, so many opportunities that focusing on a few grand ideas is more than enough for any one person to do.
I'd rather be guided from within. And I am.
Since I can't compare that with much of anything external, I just go with it. With how it feels...if it feels right. And it does.
I dream of a better nap while taking a nap. So I'll be fully charged when inspiration moves me again. With ease and delight.
There are so many things I could do, but I don't feel like doing them. I haven't for months. There's a mountain of them.
Since things are getting done and new things keep entering my life I'm no worse off I guess. But it makes me wonder what the real value of the things I could do would be worth if I did them. (I think, probably not much more than anything else is.)
I have a lot of ideas about the "right way" to do all sorts of things...but I no longer care. I just don't care. I can't see putting effort into any non-inspired idea, even if it is my own. I'd rather take a nap. It seems deep down inside me, that while things done "by the book" may be right at certain levels, it's like, so what if they are? I'd rather live.
The world is so big, there are so many options, so many opportunities that focusing on a few grand ideas is more than enough for any one person to do.
I'd rather be guided from within. And I am.
Since I can't compare that with much of anything external, I just go with it. With how it feels...if it feels right. And it does.
I dream of a better nap while taking a nap. So I'll be fully charged when inspiration moves me again. With ease and delight.