wow, what is this - three posts in a week?
Maybe I'm hopping back on the bandwagon. It seems to ebb and flow for me. I'm sitting in Memphis TN, waiting to pick up our next load, which is headed to Charlotte NC. That just happens to be in completely the opposite direction of where we need to go. Sometimes I love this job and its utter lack of direction.
My partner is at the ford dealership next door talking to a guy about buying a mustang shelby something something something..... see last post for my feelings on that.
I really am sad that my bruises are healing. I was wearing those things like a badge of honour (at least the visible ones).
this weekend has me wondering if I should consider moving back to Phoenix. I'm literally making about 5 times what i was making when i lived there before, so money wouldn't be an issue. I'm not off all that often, so it would be the choice of where my stuff would sit when i'm not there. Obviously living in phoenix has its advantages. I would be able to work on my album with henry in much greater time and detail. I wouldn't have to deal with the dregs of humanity every time i go home. I could seriously consider entering into a relationship that wouldn't involve me throwing my scruples out the window for the sake of companionship.
There are a few disadvantages. Phoenix isn't a regular freight location for my company, so getting home would be more difficult. Instead of the dregs of humanity I'd be living amongst the ken and barbies of society. It's fucking hot - all the time. The rent for a place I'm barely at would also be MUCH more than I'm paying now. I'd also have to pack up and move all my shit. again. I really don't want to do that until it's time for the big move to NZ.
I honestly don't think that the ex's would be a problem. I mean, it's been 5 years. That's more than enough time to move on. I certainly have.
Speaking of which. It's liberating to be able to look at your past without animosity, recognize who you were and what you did wrong, and concentrate on growing out of a life based on the path of least resistance.
Wow, i'm starting to wax philosophical. I should go.
Thank you, that is all.
My partner is at the ford dealership next door talking to a guy about buying a mustang shelby something something something..... see last post for my feelings on that.
I really am sad that my bruises are healing. I was wearing those things like a badge of honour (at least the visible ones).
this weekend has me wondering if I should consider moving back to Phoenix. I'm literally making about 5 times what i was making when i lived there before, so money wouldn't be an issue. I'm not off all that often, so it would be the choice of where my stuff would sit when i'm not there. Obviously living in phoenix has its advantages. I would be able to work on my album with henry in much greater time and detail. I wouldn't have to deal with the dregs of humanity every time i go home. I could seriously consider entering into a relationship that wouldn't involve me throwing my scruples out the window for the sake of companionship.
There are a few disadvantages. Phoenix isn't a regular freight location for my company, so getting home would be more difficult. Instead of the dregs of humanity I'd be living amongst the ken and barbies of society. It's fucking hot - all the time. The rent for a place I'm barely at would also be MUCH more than I'm paying now. I'd also have to pack up and move all my shit. again. I really don't want to do that until it's time for the big move to NZ.
I honestly don't think that the ex's would be a problem. I mean, it's been 5 years. That's more than enough time to move on. I certainly have.
Speaking of which. It's liberating to be able to look at your past without animosity, recognize who you were and what you did wrong, and concentrate on growing out of a life based on the path of least resistance.
Wow, i'm starting to wax philosophical. I should go.
Thank you, that is all.