sooooo. . .
sooooo my weekend was. . .trying but good
friday i went shopping with my mom and then went to breck's opening with a lot of people (ray was there)
yesterday i guess was the trying part. the service was emotional, it was the same priest as my grandma's, he kept bringing up taht it had only been 4 months, which didnt help teh situation, but eh was good. my dad spoke, my mom spoke, my brother spoke, and i spoke, getting through that sheet of paper without completley breaking down is one of teh hardest things ive ever had to do. then we moved to teh graveside, and just seeing my grandma's headstone, fresh and new, and seeing teh casket rigth near it was tough. really tough. but i got through it. when we came back to my house my cousins and i had a fantabulous time. we always do. of course my family has leaving issues so no one left till liek 10, but it was nice. i love my family.
today i just did homework, went to teh malla nd got a purty long sleeve shirt and sweater, and now i need to study for chem (more ions).
so my life is going alright, im still working through this whole only-one-grandparent-left-who-lives-in-minnesota thing. its gunna take a while but i think its actually cuz im letting myself work through my emotions unlike last tiem when it all came out a month later at arrowbear.
life going well. i love my friends and family.
friday i went shopping with my mom and then went to breck's opening with a lot of people (ray was there)
yesterday i guess was the trying part. the service was emotional, it was the same priest as my grandma's, he kept bringing up taht it had only been 4 months, which didnt help teh situation, but eh was good. my dad spoke, my mom spoke, my brother spoke, and i spoke, getting through that sheet of paper without completley breaking down is one of teh hardest things ive ever had to do. then we moved to teh graveside, and just seeing my grandma's headstone, fresh and new, and seeing teh casket rigth near it was tough. really tough. but i got through it. when we came back to my house my cousins and i had a fantabulous time. we always do. of course my family has leaving issues so no one left till liek 10, but it was nice. i love my family.
today i just did homework, went to teh malla nd got a purty long sleeve shirt and sweater, and now i need to study for chem (more ions).
so my life is going alright, im still working through this whole only-one-grandparent-left-who-lives-in-minnesota thing. its gunna take a while but i think its actually cuz im letting myself work through my emotions unlike last tiem when it all came out a month later at arrowbear.
life going well. i love my friends and family.