Sep 08, 2005 19:15
i cant even explain how im feeling right now. i dont fucking care if quitting xc will look bad on my fucking college shit. if its taht important than i guess im not going to a good college. my mom wont even listen, she just goes off being a bitch. its making me hate everything. that fucking sport is responsible for me never feeling well, me always being tired, me hating everything
but my fucking mom wont even listen. amd all of the sudden it seems like tehre's no one i can talk to. im sitting here alone in my room crying and the only other thing i hear is my mom stomping around the kitchen liek nothing even happened. i hate it.
i hate everything. . .fuck.