Suppose we never fell in love, suppose I never ever let you kiss me so sweet and so soft...
So. A lot has changed since my last update. ALOT.
I've been in the hospital, almost died. Apparantly I have bad asthma and I didn't even know it. Well, I knew somewhat because I had an inhaler, but I didn't think it was this serious. I couldn't breathe at all, especially lying down. So after a sleepless night of sitting on the edge of the couch, I had someone take me to the hospital. I had an oxygen tube in my nose. I had an iv in my arm. I had an inexperienced nurse who stuck me with a needle three times before the doctor finally had to take over to get enough blood out of me.
And I also found out that I'm pregnant. That was almost a month ago. Life has been crazy and emotional and sober for me ever since.
And yes, it took some getting used to, but we're both happy about it. I think our parents were happier about it at first, but now we're excited. And we kind of figured that if we'd waited until we felt we were financially ready to have a kid, it probably never would have happened.
So, all in all, a very Merry Christmas for our families and friends, despite the fact that we can't afford to get them presents. Or good ones at least.
Rock.
I've been in the hospital, almost died. Apparantly I have bad asthma and I didn't even know it. Well, I knew somewhat because I had an inhaler, but I didn't think it was this serious. I couldn't breathe at all, especially lying down. So after a sleepless night of sitting on the edge of the couch, I had someone take me to the hospital. I had an oxygen tube in my nose. I had an iv in my arm. I had an inexperienced nurse who stuck me with a needle three times before the doctor finally had to take over to get enough blood out of me.
And I also found out that I'm pregnant. That was almost a month ago. Life has been crazy and emotional and sober for me ever since.
And yes, it took some getting used to, but we're both happy about it. I think our parents were happier about it at first, but now we're excited. And we kind of figured that if we'd waited until we felt we were financially ready to have a kid, it probably never would have happened.
So, all in all, a very Merry Christmas for our families and friends, despite the fact that we can't afford to get them presents. Or good ones at least.
Rock.