I could be an accident but I'm still trying...

Nov 07, 2007 17:09

I quit my job at giant. I couldn't get used to third shift. I was tired of always being tired even though I still got plenty of sleep.

So now I'm looking for a new one and hoping it happens kind of fast. My car has to get inspected by the end of this month and I'll probably have to replace the headlight, which won't be cheap.

And I really really need health insurance. I'm worried because I'm using my inhaler at least six times a day- if not more, and it's not really meant to be used more than twice a week. I can barely breath and it's painful when I do, it makes me dizzy and sometimes nauseous. My mom keeps telling me to just go to the emergency room so that they can give me a prescription or something... but how the hell am I supposed to pay for it with no insurance? I still have a 300 dollar dentist bill because apparantly it's THAT unbelievably expensive to pull out two teeth that I probably could have knocked out by myself for free.

I'm worried because my mom was supposed to have surgery on her leg but now they're not sure if she's healthy enough for it. She keeps telling me who gets what after she dies, like I'm her living breathing will. I'm worried because my dad's pills make him so out of it that he wouldn't be able to help even himself if something happened to her. I'm fifty miles away and I'm agonizing over who's going to take care of my family because I can't.

I can barely take care of myself.

Apparently love can't fix everything.
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