Aug 24, 2010 16:13
It's strange how well I'm taking this break up. The weekend was hard. I still get sad when I sit and think for too long of a time. It's only been 4 days. I'm numb. It's possible I'm just simply simmering and one day soon I'm going to explode with emotion.
I was more in love with him than anyone I've ever been with. I can't be mad at him. His reasons are valid. Long distance fucking blows. It takes a lot of effort. But goddamn, I was ready to make that effort (for the first time in my life) and he's a 23 year old boy still wanting to explore the world. I can't blame him. fuck.
more jameson please.