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[fredistheman]

well i know i havent wrote in here for what seems to be an eternatity and ill apologise. so sorry. so school is finally done for thank you god. i had soccer camp, the soccer plus camp that was by far the hardest camp i haev done. it was very demanding physically and mentally and it was fun as well we did soccer about 8hours a day. it was all goalies, i wont complain with my results. i learned some new ideas and things. some i agree with, while others i sort of dont but thats ok. soo that was one week that happened 2 days after school ended i left. and i was up at 7 am there soo the longest or latest i slept in too soo far was 10 30am. o well idc. sleeping in is good but it also ruins your day. Lets see o yes i leave for europe on tuesday ill be gone for a total of 17 days. and will be visting a lot of countries. recently my life is like a roller coaster that hasnt a track. its like it goes the usally up and down and all but it makes a lot of unexpected turns, things happpen. Ok soo today i went driving with lance and his brother alex, we saw fireworks and we wanted to go see them. soo i started driving, and we ended up finding them, not that shabby ill say. anyway i just wrote a poem well i mean its not poetic and all but here it is, its not a happy one...

Look into my eyes, and tell me what you see..
you will see hatred, fustration, pain, and emptiness
like the destruction of a city
Ill be there bear and empty
congrats you put the final nail in the coffin
you put the final dagger in our friendship
thanks for crushing my world and brining it to an abrubt stop
thanks for bringing it down to the ground back to relatity
all thats left is me and the stars
i stare at them and look deeply into the sky
if only i could find that shooting star
id wish for a better day.. .

well thats the lil poem as of now. anyway i am not sure what else to say. except my summer shall be fun and hell.. soo ya.

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