Yes i can go about 1 month without updating, cuz i dont have any freaking time

May 11, 2005 22:03

well here it goes everything has been hell recently, but it is fun. every single day after soocer i go to train the fraser girls soccer teams and i am done with that at 5 30 and thats assuming all we have is pratice and then tuesday and thursday i got personal training until 6 30 and then other days when we have games its hell. i mean school then both games soo i am done at like 7 30-8ish and then out to dinner and then home and shower and do my homework, it seems as if all my time is going away from me. Lets see well last week we got our interem grade reports and i got my highest GPA this year soo i was totally pleased with that, recently espically the past week i am getting saddend still a little bit about the play but mainly cuz some of my friends the seniors are all graduauting and i am like nooo. well i am looking forward to the summer well sorta of i know so far this much about my summer
right when school ends 2 or 4 days after we r done i got soccer camp at wesylan univerasity 1 week
then home for 2days and off to Europe for 3 weeks and
home for 2 days and then soccer camp at university of michigan 1 week
then idk when but DeLaSalle Eastside soccer camp for a week but at least ill be staying home for it
then one week off but training every single day during that week
then soccer tryouts starting i wana say august 8th.
soo thats a glimpse of the summer, sounds hard doesnt it. and i know for sure every monday wensday and friday we will have captains pratice (optional soccer pratice during the summer from like 9-11am or 10am-12 noon. what else can i say about myself recently. one major positivie note, my stomach is starting to be decent, i can notice part of a 6 pack starting u can see about 2 packs. i know it still sucks but i am happy. somedays i get soo annoyed i just feel like blowing up and going insane. lets see o yea i broke my toe soo i was off of soccer for 2 weeks. i dont miss lax at all. i guess everything works out for the good. i wana go see the 89x bday bash. that sounds and looks soo freaking good. well i messed my old phone up soo i got a new cell phone last weekend cost me a shit load $212 to be exact.

also everyone keep a lot of my friends in ur prayers, well brad for sure but also a few of my friends thur parents are planing on getting divorices, and i feel soo bad for them.

the pistons are currently down by 7 right now and that sucks o well screw it.

~Song of the day~ save me by: unwritten law
Had a bad day, don't talk to me,
gonna ride this out,
My little black heart, breaks apart,
with your big mouth.

And I'm sick of my sickness
Don't touch me, you'll get this.
I'm useless, lazy, perverted,
and you hate me.

You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wakeup call,
And everything, everything's my fault.

Went to the doctor, and I asked her,
to make this stop. (whoa)
Got medication, a new addiction,
Fucking thanks a lot.

I had to relapse, I'm bad at rehabs
It ruins everything. (whoa)
So point your finger, at the singer,
He's in the pharmacy.

You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call,
and everything's my fault.

You can't save me,
You can't blame me,
Well I'm waiting here to take a fall,
and everything, and everything's my fault.

And I'm a death threat haven't slept yet,
Baby why the wake up call
I'm the bad boy tell the tabloids
everything's my fault.

Whoa whoa whoa yeah, write it write it,
Whoa Whoa whoa everything's my fault,
everything's my fault.

I went to heaven, but couldn't get in,
For what I have done.
I said please take me, they said you're crazy
you had too much fun.

You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call,
and everything's my fault.

You can't save me,
You can't blame me,
Well I'm waiting here to take a fall,
and everything, everything's my fault.

You can't save me,
You can't change me,
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
You can't save me,
You can't change me,(everything's my fault)
You can't save me,
You can't change me,

Everything's my fault.

COMMENT BITCHES

*MUCHLOVETHEBIV07*
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