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[freddythepirana]

i get a call last night that my boyfriends dad is in the hospital and derrick didnt know why. so i call this morning to see if i can find anything else out. i call this afternoon when i told him yesterday when i was talking to him that i would call him. i left a message. he isnt answering. i dont know if his dad is okay. i dont know if hes not. i dont know if derrick and his mom are okay because they were driving when it was so snowy last night. i dont know if hes just sleeping. and its frustrating because without knowing whats going on i dont know if he needs support or if he needs time alone or if he needs time with his family.

i dont know.

im so worried.