so it comes with a price

Dec 17, 2005 22:53

why cant i be loved? what am i doing wrong? is it my fault? whats wrong?

what am i doing wrong?

WHAT?

WHY?

i always thought i would b happy at this point in my life when i was little, god how i wish i could meet me 10 years ago.

why cant i be happy?

i'm always giveing others some kind of happieness.

not that i'm not happy, its just that theres those times when i guess me an my heart have to play catch up.

i mean one of my best friends treated me like shit this weekend. why i still dont know. i was ridiculde by my own FRIEND even after i asked him to stop, somewhere i guess he thought he wasnt doing wrong.

but he did.

he did.

i'll let him figure out for himself if he thought hes done wrong this weekend.

probably not, "i was just joking" he'll say.

an i know he might have thought it was funny but, dont ya think a voice in the back of his head ever said "hey maybe we're goin a bit to far lay off him"

he chose to ignore.

figures when ur the life of the party.

whatever.

i need love cause i'm slipping away further an further into the world of no emotion.

i want to share my love, why wont anyone let me show them my love????

WHY?

r they scared?

why?

i'm a good man, why does everyone see me as something else?

i can love u. just give me one chance thats all i need, please, just one chance.

only one.

thats all i need.

"u love me?" -anakin
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