"this is my only chance, gotta put everything i have into it"
i feel......eh.....able right now.
helluva lot better than last night. WHEW!
i swear i cant remember what exactly happened i just remember being scared an seeing everything i did in my room replayed......backwards is the only word that comes to mind right now.
i think i wasnt sick i just took a little bit to much cold an allergy stuff soooooooo ya know how that goes.
when i was at work i felt terrible thank god noone really came last night.
there is this little black notepad at my work that someone bought an left it on one of the tables outside.
well on my break i just wanted to sit down an relax so i took out my pen an drew the most weirdest an scariest eyes i've ever created.
then i wrote a poem about a girl meeting me in albertsons then kissing me an then leaving me alone in the parking lot with a cart rolling to greet me on my left side.
i didnt take the notepad with me, i left it there so hopefully someone will read it an....i dont know rethink life.
or maybe i'll just b ridiculed for being such a "artsie freak". who cares.
if i find it there tomorrow that would b pretty weird.
oh yeah as i was getting ready to clock out yesterday joy (some biutch i work with) asked me why i had my pocket knife an a doallr in my hand i just told her i was getting a drink an i was holding the pocket knife cause i felt like it.
then she gives me the weirdest look i've ever seen an walks away.
i hate having to always have a reason for doing something. why cant i just do something for no reason at all?
why do people have to b so.....blah
rap is finally losing its edge on teenagers. YES!
i hate rap hip-hop all that crap.
although the people that were into rap arent really making the best switch in music. now there goin to country.
my sister keeps buggin me to get on the computer.....women.
speaking of i need one, really bad.
i was lookin forward to goin to school today an spooning but, was a little lightheaded so i can wait for tomorrow. an nick.....i know if u broke the code or not. my eyes r everywere.KIDDING! but u do need to keep the terms of the code up to date an stay with justine, D's mine, lexi's dietsch's, nick S. is kyle-ann. those r the code rules. anyone subject to bend these rules will have to answer to the "spooneR" of the "spoonee".
yep.
watched land of the dead, creepy an scary as all hell.
i hate how the leader of the zombies was a black gas station man.
that kinda killed everything. HAHAHAHA made a FUNNY!!!!
need...to....sleep.....an....to......cuddle.....now.
need to christman shop soon to i should propbly jump on that.
well sleep sounds good.
"who got the lighter?!?!"
C
helluva lot better than last night. WHEW!
i swear i cant remember what exactly happened i just remember being scared an seeing everything i did in my room replayed......backwards is the only word that comes to mind right now.
i think i wasnt sick i just took a little bit to much cold an allergy stuff soooooooo ya know how that goes.
when i was at work i felt terrible thank god noone really came last night.
there is this little black notepad at my work that someone bought an left it on one of the tables outside.
well on my break i just wanted to sit down an relax so i took out my pen an drew the most weirdest an scariest eyes i've ever created.
then i wrote a poem about a girl meeting me in albertsons then kissing me an then leaving me alone in the parking lot with a cart rolling to greet me on my left side.
i didnt take the notepad with me, i left it there so hopefully someone will read it an....i dont know rethink life.
or maybe i'll just b ridiculed for being such a "artsie freak". who cares.
if i find it there tomorrow that would b pretty weird.
oh yeah as i was getting ready to clock out yesterday joy (some biutch i work with) asked me why i had my pocket knife an a doallr in my hand i just told her i was getting a drink an i was holding the pocket knife cause i felt like it.
then she gives me the weirdest look i've ever seen an walks away.
i hate having to always have a reason for doing something. why cant i just do something for no reason at all?
why do people have to b so.....blah
rap is finally losing its edge on teenagers. YES!
i hate rap hip-hop all that crap.
although the people that were into rap arent really making the best switch in music. now there goin to country.
my sister keeps buggin me to get on the computer.....women.
speaking of i need one, really bad.
i was lookin forward to goin to school today an spooning but, was a little lightheaded so i can wait for tomorrow. an nick.....i know if u broke the code or not. my eyes r everywere.KIDDING! but u do need to keep the terms of the code up to date an stay with justine, D's mine, lexi's dietsch's, nick S. is kyle-ann. those r the code rules. anyone subject to bend these rules will have to answer to the "spooneR" of the "spoonee".
yep.
watched land of the dead, creepy an scary as all hell.
i hate how the leader of the zombies was a black gas station man.
that kinda killed everything. HAHAHAHA made a FUNNY!!!!
need...to....sleep.....an....to......cuddle.....now.
need to christman shop soon to i should propbly jump on that.
well sleep sounds good.
"who got the lighter?!?!"
C