pinecone liquour for chugging
i had a touching moment at work wednesday. maria, sara, and irma were the three cleaning girls working. the first 2 leave at 4 while irma stays until 630 on wednesdays. at four maria and sara came to sign out and get some sodas and maria tells me that irma thinks im really nice which is sweet because i try to be cool to them because my job is basically to eat shit all day but in between i get to read and watch tv, where there job is also to eat shit all day but they have to work really hard while doing it. so i thought maria was just saying she thought i was easy to work with and plaesant, but then she said maybe you think she is nice to? which made me think does she mean she has like a xcrush on me which would be weird and coo at once. this is all confused because of language barriers. i just said yeah she is really nice also before i had time to reflect on this like here. them maria said they all thought i was nice which is nice to hear but seemed to imply good guy to work with. confusing but either way was sweet to hear. if irma had a crush on me would be crazy since she is quiet as a mouse, and i have no idea how ole she is, i would guess anywhere from 22 to 35 and not be suire. she also is not pretty in any was, or ugly, just plain , but i find myself excited by the idea because of the sexy motel setting, and some terrible european imperialist, aristocratic attraction to sleeping with the maid even if she is not my maid.