Aug 03, 2007 01:49
I have all the characteristics of a human being- flesh, blood,
skin, hair-but not a single clear, identifiable emotion except
for greed ,und disgust. Something horrible is happening inside
me and I don't know why.
bummer of a night. been sick the last few days and to tend to the temple taking a full week off of all drugs of any sort. whats getting me through tonight is hbo showing american psycho. christian bale is maybe my favorite human being. so sad glamorama movie seems to have been abandoned. anyway only trully bad part of cutting out stuff is my normal ionsomnia being taken up to hyper levels. spend all day bored and restless and sick and totally exhausted and then 3 oclock comes around and lie awake not being able to sleep and on the computer looking up the sickest lj communities you can find. woah just realised chloe sevignys character in american psycho is called jean. weird reminder.
me and marge are really being torn up by the whole man vs wild bear grylls faking scenes scandal. it is like the first time you beat your father at basketball. that analogy totally does not work.