Oct 31, 2007 22:39
I SHOULD be studying right now.
2 exams tomorrow, not ready for either.
WOO.
I feel so sick >_<
I just need a weekend on my own to sleep and recover. LOLZ, good one.
It seems like all I've done is sleep and nap in the last 24 hours, yet I feel like I haven't slept for days, and I have a constant, dull headache.
I really miss all my friends from downstate.
I can't believe I haven't heard from them in SO LONG.
I can't believe I barely said goodbye to Daniela..I may never see her again, and I didn't appreciate the time we had together. I kind of hate myself for that, but I try not to think about it, I don't have the energy to cry right now.
Karsen leaves for France tomorrow.
TOMORROW.
He'll be gone for 2 months.
I am in denial.
I've been missing an old friend a LOT lately. An unreasonable amount. I need to get over the relationship, it's not going anywhere. But I guess I don't want to get over it, or I would have..
I really, really don't like the girl my friend likes. How do I tell him, I barely even know her..but honestly. I want to punch her in the baby-maker. Maybe I'm too possessive..or maybe he should protect his heart more.
WOW that was a great hour long study break!
Back to work, dangit!
EDIT:
Thank God we're talking about it now. I am going to rip that girl apart limb by limb. You do NOT mess with my family like that.